i really really really fucking miss you Mike. it's still hurting like crazy, and i hate that i didn't spend as much time with you the last few days, even though we didn't know... I love you so so so much. I hope you know that.

 april 25th 2006, hafdis marianna mikaelsdottir and i kissed for the first time to misery signals in my dads gmc out in front of her apartment on sangamore. march 6th 2008 about 12:00 am, i left her on the door step of her colleg acres cypress pointe apartment crying and saying good bye. she left for maryland the next day, we spoke every day, i was ( Read more... )

La st time I spoke to my mom was when she was plastered drunk crying her eyes out saying she had had a minor heart attack and had been in the hospital for the past 4 days and thats why I couldnt get up with her and how dare me for not answering her calls the first day that she "went into the hospital" when I was on my 10th hour at work...my dad ( Read more... )

so are you still a kid at 20? work a shitty job. chase after small entrepreneurial endeavors that are the world to you but ultimately...Hating people for things theyve done or havnt. Drinking to the point of submission to whatever minor threat level you are beyond. Motivation is only significant to what you want to do, as long as it doesnt take ( Read more... )

excuse me, do i know you?

were you really in love with me? or the idea of being in love?

Blech, I hate this thing, but I dont really have any other outlet given all of my friends are now at college and I cant just swing by and cry on their shoulders. It wouldnt be so bad if heartbreak wasnt involved...of course. Yeah, its another girl situation. At least this time she wasnt fucking nuts though. We were comfortable, it was a summer love ( Read more... )

Im not back, just checkin. DanceFace Records.

What Beatle are you?
Ringo
You love to laugh & be around others. Very laid back & generous. A tad quirky though.

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she saw it ::blush::