The shoes you wore today: white flip flops
Your eyes: hazel...sometimes just green
Your weakness: alcohol
Your fears: being hurt

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Your most overused phrase: um i dunno...prob "lets be serious"
Your thoughts before you go to bed: they are usually pretty random stuff...last night it was "i wonder why we think of ( Read more... )

25 Questions You'd Never Think to Ask ( Read more... )

so just as i thought that things couldnt get any worse they have. i had ( Read more... )

last night someone decided to break into my car. they ripped out my stereo and took all of my cds that were in my car. they also took a pair of shoes that were in my car and went thru all of my stuff leaving the biggest mess. on top of stealing my things they left the drivers side door open enough so that my dome light was on. it must have been on ( Read more... )

i am so disappointed with people right now. actually im more angry at myself for thinking that things were ever going to change. do i have a "use me" sign taped to my back?

my parents leave tomorrow which is nice. ill have a break from them. even better is the fact that i leave on friday night/saturday morning depending on alycia. i need a vacation ( Read more... )

just waiting for the washing machine (aka the laundry washer) to be done so i thought that i would do a quick update...

chris is moving to michigan. he called me last night and told him that his work asked him to go and he said yes since "theres nothing holding him back anymore." good. at least he let me know at midnight last night and hes already ( Read more... )

i just got home from tonys house...we had a good time despite my bad timing. i never thought that id ever see him again after meeting him on wednesday at the club. its weird to think that alycia and jonathan started out this way. (oh and a ps to those who kno what im talking about-alycia is having a baby GIRL!!!!!) after i met tony (todd-lol) on ( Read more... )

i shut off my phone cuz i dont want to talk to anyone. i admit that i watched starting over today and it made me cry. it was all about anger and how its good to release it and all this. it made me cry cuz i realized how angry i am and how scared i am to admit that but i will admit it and yes i am angry. so here is me releasing my anger to accept ( Read more... )

this was one of the worst days that ive had in a long time. its the feeling like i need to be left alone and everything is bothering me and everyone is stupid. nothing is ok right now. i am so mad at everything and everyone that i started crying and i just cant seem to stop. i dont kno what to do. its just gone from bad to worse and im sick. like i ( Read more... )

so today my mother told me that i was an accident and that she basically doesnt care about me anymore. more on that later. huh what a relationship we have. so now im basically homeless and my mother doesnt give a shit. ugh whatever. so now im basically living with chris and this weird kid andy who keeps sleeping on his couch. what sucks is that ( Read more... )