new job equals weird, weird nervousness. i usually don't get too hesitant, but in this instance, i'm really anxious before i go in and throughout the night. i'm ridiculous about carrying a tray too (i'm waitressing at a bar). for some reason, any balance i normally have disappears and in the 6 days i've worked, i've broken 4 glasses and dropped two ( Read more... )

bent over and backwards, he twisted ( Read more... )

How to Forget About Someone Completely ( Read more... )

i'm jealous of them because of this (

).

i'm jealous of him because of this (
).

how bad and good, the adaptability of humans.

given the circumstances, i wanted to get a book that wasn't going to end with them getting back together, happy. i wanted to read what someone else was going through and combine our feelings. so i got this book where he kills himself. but now i have forty pages left and what i forgot to think about is the book will finish and her story will be ( Read more... )

what do you do when you like pianos, and noise that sounds like sparkling, and lines, bold parallel lines, and thinking about people but not necessarily talking to them, and design but not computers, and organizing things, when you love doing art but have no motivation to do it, when you’re passionless but desperately want a passion, when you’re ( Read more... )

it’s like this twisting in my stomach
you’ve heard about it
the one where I don’t trust you
and see, I really want to
and I really want it to be okay
but you’re not helping.

best good night means tennis in the lightening till it's too rainy and then video game competitions consisting solely of duck hunt and tetris.

(i love him.)
(shh sappy happy is good.)

:)

JILL AND MARKUS: what's going on with when you're leaving?? i must see you two first!!

NICE: http://www.epica-awards.org/epica/2005/results/2005_winners.htm

(and easy to stall with..)