i have created a new journal. i won't be using this one anymore, so for all two of you that may follow my journal...my new journal is under the name
chasinganything
i also have a new screename which is also chasinganything, if you ever want to chat with me. that's all.
rachel

i don't think it's even possible to put into words how many things are spinning out of control in my head right now. it's the strangest thing. i can't approach any situation lately without over analyzing every tiny detail of it. it seems like my life is at a total freeze point, and i'm standing back, looking on with a hundred options on where to go ( Read more... )

last night i went to a drag show with a bunch of girl friends. we had alot of fun...it was absolutely hilarious, and one of the queens walked off the stage singing, walked right up to me, leaned down and whispered in my ear....."you are so pretty". i didn't know exactly how to respond, so i said...."thank you, you too.".....it was good times ( Read more... )

i turned 21 yesterday. nason took me to a nice dinner at mo's that was 75 bucks a plate. then, we went to this irish bar and had some yummy cider beer.we were joined by friends, a few at each bar, from here on out. after that, we went to this bar set up like a 50's sock hop that was super cute. they had a live band playing oldies but goodies, and i ( Read more... )

i want to run ( Read more... )

i want my life to be as passionate as a movie. i want it to be a series of intense scenes that make me fall sickly in love, laugh till i cry, sweep me off my feet, cry like a baby, and keep me on the edge of my seat.
i want everything i do and my very existence to represent on intense flow of passion

so, i have been listening to the new death cab alot, and while i'm partial to them anyways, since they are my favorite band and all, i have to say that the new album is amazing. not only are the songs catchy and different and fun to listen to, but i've been really listening to the lyrics of all their songs, and it's amazing how well they describe ( Read more... )

Happy Valentine's day to everyone.... hope it was a good one for everyone. i spent mine working all day, then nason and i had a romantic dinner at denny's at 1 in the morning. how lovely. oh well, it's a hallmark holiday anyways. ( at least that's what nason tells me every year). so, i went downtown to deliver my app the other day, and it turns out ( Read more... )

so, as i mentioned before, i graduated from cosmetology school back in may. i studied esthetics, and i absolutely loved every minute of it. so, here i am....nine months later, without a job in my field. so i was sitting here today, and i thought....damnit, rachel....get off your ass and do something about that. so, i just came back from my school ( Read more... )

we're back home in indy now, and it's really strange.it's great to see all of my friends and family, and it's good to have my job back. i already miss my friends in savannah though. especially adam and hillary. i'm going to start looking at houses this week. i can't wait to be in my own place again. i love my family dearly, but i need to be on my ( Read more... )