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i dont know if it is the season or what, but something has made my attitude toward life plummit, and cease to be good... i dont know what to do or say to anyone anymore.. im permentaly speechless and just completly void of feelings....nothing i do is good enought to me... and just Gah i dont know what else to say.. ive been so just alone and i feel ( Read more... ) -
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Lets just say alot has been going on.... i dont even know why i bother.. i mean everyday bad stuff happens and i know i have a few people to talk to but ive gotten to the point where even thost people are being over burdened with my shit..... i feel horrible about it, but at the same time im building up inside and i feel like im about to burst ( Read more... ) -
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Gahhhhh! thats all i can say to express my innermost feelings right now... i feel like i always do something wrong..... nothing i do is right...... There are few people who care about my feelings and the existence of a BEST FRIEND is almost gone..... gahhhhhh is all i can say.. well i dont know if iwanna go into detail. all ill say is i did ( Read more... ) -
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Ok so i dont know why i write on here... its possibly because i feel secure sharing my thoughts and feelings withthe people who readthis.. the second is maybe i just can be myself on here.. and no one can be rude about it... But alot of stuff has been going on recently and i dont know where to start.... i feel im back at the begginning..... im ( Read more... ) -
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last night well last night was amazing i cant explain how happy i am to those of you who dont know my story haha... sorry to say that but im so extremely giddy after last night and lets just say it was a good night..... lets leave it ther... mid terms 2 weeks.....:( back to school in 1 day and happyness is never ending -
Vacation
Well lets see so far before vacation my boyfriend broke up with me.... drama... its stupid.... and now over vacation this girl from massachusetts i have been mentoring is pregnant.....MORE drama there... its just im so sick of all of this i mean theres hardly words for how pissed off i am at all this.... i dont know what to say.... Well lets see ( Read more... ) -
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Well Lets see.... Its VACATION time.. and nothing has happened that id like to share cause its all stupid drama and no one really cares about drama cause its stupid well w.e.. ill update later -
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Most people have their good days and bad days correct...... well for the past week it has been ONE BAD DAY.......... a long long long never ending bad day...... Theres so much to say and write about it idk if i wanna try to.... to sum it up someone who i care about alot decided to become "Busy" and said the reason he wont tell me what the fuck hes ( Read more... ) -
Building a fucking yippidy doo dah cake
So basically im building a FUCKING CAKE.. which i hate.. so ( Read more... ) -
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Bored as usual.. i got my toncils removed and was out of school for a good week..... Now im still recovering and stuff... working on work and trying to patch things up with a special someone..
will upate ladter maybe