erin read my live journal today.

i think she enjoed it.

to those who read this.

i am going to try out just using my myspace for a journal... consolidating all of the silly websites i use has been long overdue.

so, look on myspace bitches!

so ( Read more... )

My uncle. Uncle Bob. Robert Mathews. Robert Matteucci. Died yesterday in a Los Angeles Hospital.
He was a good uncle and he will be missed.

so... im a lil drunk. but i felt like having an entry dedicated to megan, on her 21st birthday ( Read more... )

yeah. its almost 230 in the morn. im on some crazy sleep schedule now, and i cant fall asleep. i woke up at like 245pm yesterday... and im kinda used to staying up til like atleast 4 it seems like. i need to get out of this though, hopefully tomorrow i will break it. im starting doing work for people, like painting and yardwork, and whatever i can ( Read more... )

its becoming increasing hard to stay in pittsburgh. i dont really understand why completely, its nice to be around my family, my good friends, having people who are truely there for me. but i hate it. it makes me depressed, i feel useless, i feel like im taken for granted, something. i fall back into these patterns, that get me nowhere. i just ( Read more... )

wow, so... i kinda realized today that i cant be in pittsburgh for as long as i was planning... too many old habits, too many things i moved away from. i just cant handle it how id like to, without people making me feel like shit. it kinda depresses me. im thinking of escaping to philly or something before i go to new york...

well well. 4,000 miles, hundreds of dollars, two weeks, and dozens of new people later, and i am back in pittsburgh for a few ( Read more... )

im still homeless, and i decided to leave san francisco ( Read more... )