Well then ( Read more... )

my dad passed away on october 27th, 2009.
I don't know what to do anymore...

R.I.P. Dad.
R.I.P. Steven Allan McDermott.

I love you.

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ugh. crying. ugh. heartbroken. ugh. i give up.

why the fuck does everyone go to vegas?

If I lived in a perfect world ( Read more... )

I need a complete scene change.

I also need to stop being sick. :[

I went to court today.
They dropped the misdemeanor charge and changed it to disturbing the peace.
it became an infraction.
I paid $245 and that was it.
no probation, license delayed, community service, AA meetings.
Nothing.

have you ever felt so annoyed at the fact that you cannot even say what you want to in your own journal for the fact that others put you down for no matter what you say ( Read more... )

fuck. i am so pissed.
i keep logging on and no one has updated.
thanks.
just fucking thanks.