Today I almost skipped meditation. Well, I was trying to have band practice, went out to see Mike at work, and totally forgot he worked until 10pm. So I braved the downpours and the traffic and was heading home when I cut someone off by my indecidion. I went left instead of right on Massachussetts Ave. So I followed my heart to my personal ( Read more... )

People say I remind them of this guy in Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind


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I haven't slept well in 2 weeks. I keep thinking about shit over and over again. My brain is like a giant recycling bin. I have been getting to bed no earlier than 4am every night. The, I sleep until like 2pm or 5pm daily. This can't be depression because I have no thoughts of death or killing anyone ( Read more... )

These are the threads of existence from which we dwindle ( Read more... )

just relaized I have dated 2 Nikki's (nicole's) and 2Leslies how bizarre..maybe the next person I date she be Shabonquita Layola Crayola

So, I went back to the group meditation with big sis. First time in a while since I have gone. I was enthralled by the lessons, they really reached hom today talking about desires and wants. I met the daughter of a friend of my sisters. Very cool girl, rally into the meditation stuff. We talked a bit and stuff, nothing really great, just basic ( Read more... )

i bought an erotica novel today. as i was reading all i could do is imagine the girl as the main character. damn that was steamy. I miss my mermaid

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Yeah went to that infamous John Waters influenced bee hive extravaganza, the Hon Fest. Had a blast with 4 of my friends. Baltimore is a day trip town, but for some reason I could see myself blending in there easily. Rent is cheaper, the music scene is less "pretty", ad evryone is tattooed, even the preppy kids. Schweeeet ( Read more... )

What five things do you enjoy doing to help lower your stress/blood pressure/anxiety level ( Read more... )