So I realized I haven't posted anything in a long time. I have just been way too busy. That is probably why I am posting something now. I have been feeling so anxious lately, I felt writing out my feelings might help. Anyways, I just started a new semester at Tech. I only have classes 3 days a week, and the classes I am taking aren't too difficult ( Read more... )

So, I'm really excited because yesterday I finally chose a direction I want to take with my education! I was kind of wandering for a little while. Not really sure what I wanted to do, and I was afraid I would be stuck that way forever! But at least I have some sort of direction and I'll try to work really hard ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in a long time, I know. I've been busy, and without motivation to post because I feel like I don't really have anything to talk about ( Read more... )

As I may not fully understand who I am as a person, I am happy with where I am and I most extremely grateful for the people surrounding me.

I remember a time when I had things to say, things to write. When I wasn't so afraid of myself because I knew who I was, or who I could be. Now I am the living shell of the person I used to be. I fear I will soon dissolve into nothingness if things keep going the way they are, if I keep acting the way I do.

Over a month since I've posted. Let's see, what's going on? Is it sad that I can't think of interesting things to reply to that question? Maybe I'm all scrabbled brain right now. There's a hurricane/storm outside so I decided to go flying. Do I need to explain ( Read more... )

I just spent a long weekend with my lovely boyfriend. We did absolutely nothing and it was great. I'd rather do nothing with him than anything with somebody else. I'm talking to my friend Jon right now, hopefully he'll come out and ice skate on wednesday. I've been going with Mat and Matt and it's really fun. Jon's going to Ohio to see Radiohead ( Read more... )

Ugh, i just got done driving my mom around the neighborhood so she could put flyers on mailboxes. She was driving at first but she was terrible at getting close enough to it. I didn't care, I was in a 4x4, that mailbox would have been taken out before I was! She's hosting the neighborhood summer cook-out, meaning a bunch of people i don't know and ( Read more... )

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I am sitting in the living room waiting for Mat Brady to wake up. On my laptop, which he finally fixed. And I'm glad because now I can start my DJ career. yeAh! I haven't posted anything recently because nothing really has been going on. I saw Modest Mouse, it was great! They were great! Every time i listen to them now, I hear them live in my mind ( Read more... )