Well, ofcourse Ryan apologized about the whole situation and made everthing alright again. He told me that he wants to be with me now and no one else which really put a smile on my face...its about damn time though! lol Anyways...Its now 33 days till I move and I really have a crap load of stuff to do before then. I dont even know where to begin ( Read more... )

Alright I really have to get this all out! A little over a week ago Ryan and I agreed that it would be okay to see other people while I'm not there...I only wanted to do this so I wouldn't expect so much of his attention...little did I know that he had been talking to some girl and planned on taking her out. Ofcourse over the weekend we had a great ( Read more... )

I don't know why I make an agreement to do something that I know is just going to hurt me in the long run...

I wish I could turn back time because if I could I would want to relive this past weekend all over again...just puts a big smile on my face. I had a really good time with Ryan...he just makes everyday worthwhile...I love him so much. I must say that I did get a lil mad at him twice, but he always fixed the problem and made everything okay again. ( Read more... )

Mkay whoever this older woman is that keeps leaving comments in my journal as if she knows me...please stop cause you really don't know me or anything about my life and I would prefer it to stay that way.

Ok so I really think its too cold outside...its 52 degrees but that is way too cold for me. I hate winter! Anyways, I have read some peoples journal lately and I swear I am getting fed up with these girls that think they are so inlove after like 2 months of being with someone. I have no idea why but it annoys the crap out of me. No I really don't ( Read more... )

Well last night I talked to Jackie about my lil problem I'm having and she really understands, I think she is the only person that does and I am so glad that we can talk to eachother about that certain subject...she talks to me about her side to and how shes been there and still feels the way I do. I don't know why its all of a sudden getting to me ( Read more... )

Well as usual I have a lot of things on my mind. I have been busy like crazy lately. I am always working! Anyways last night on my way home from eating dinner w/my stepmom we had a talk...not a lecture, but a talk. She explained so many things to me and gave me advice. Unfortunately she helped me realize something I really didn't want to know...but ( Read more... )

I have a lot of things on my mind right now, I don't know if any of you read my journal yesterday...only ppl that were able to read it were jackie,josie,casey, and dusty....but yea I am just pretty stressed out right now about so many things. I have so much to do and take care of in the next month and a half before I move. I don't even know where ( Read more... )

Well I'm slightly bored so I figured I'd make an update...that is if I can find anything worth talking about. Well...I have been working a lot lately, I worked a good 9 hours or so yesterday which actually went by quite fast because we were EXTREMELY busy. Aside from work everything is just going at a steady pace. Me and Ryan seem to be doing ( Read more... )