I don't know what to do so maybe someone can give me some advice. I love my fiance very much, but I also love being young. I feel like I'm trying to grow up too fast, but I don't want to hurt him again. I want to move back home, finish high school, go to college, and then maybe get married. I'm not sure if I'm ready but at the same time I am. ( Read more... )

It has been so long since I wrote on here last. Moving out keeps you occupied and away from the computer. I'm going back to school in January weather it's Central or Henry Reis because I have insisted on graduating with my sister. I hope that I'm able to go back to Central, but I'm not sure. I will hopefully have a car sometime before the end ( Read more... )

I'm doing well... going to school, getting a fuel effecient vehicle, and working on a nice apartment. The van we have now eats gas like a mother fucker and it sucks!!!! Anyway... I don't have much time so I'm going to tell everyone that I love you! I know I'm not really around and I don't call much anymore, but I want you to know that you are ( Read more... )

I've left home. I moved in with Sean and we're going great. He has a job and is in the works of another one and I have a job and am in the works of another one. We have an apartment lined up and prospects for my car. I'm scared, but at the same time I know everything is going to be fine. I'm happy and honestly that is all that matters to me ( Read more... )

Tonight = Amazing!
Life is getting better...

Some days I start to think about what we had at the beginning and I miss it. I don't even see what happened to our relationship. I don't see why I ended up hurting him the way I did because he really was a great guy! For shit sakes he cleaned my fucking bed room! I miss him sometimes. I don't know why because it is and has been completely over ( Read more... )

This town sucks!
My life sucks!
Lately I feel like I am a waste of space. I don't belong here and I hate it! I have one year left and I'm gone from all of the bullshit drama!

The most boring summer I've had in a long fucking time! I'm hoping that my camping trip works out...

I need some fun!

I told Nikki that if things between David and I didn't work out that I wouldn't let it get to me. That I was tired of crying over guys... but I lied ( Read more... )

I've needed a friend really bad this past week and there is barely anyone I can turn to. My birthday is tomorrow and I don't even give a shit... that is how bad things are getting! I just wish I could get up and walk out of this house. Just leave for a few days and everything will be okay when I come back ( Read more... )