All the soarings of my mind begin in my blood.

Life is so weird sometimes. I feel like everyones on this road and eventually the road will fork. I just don't know which direction I want to go and it scares me to death.

So as the summer ends, I can honestly say that I really don't regret anything these past couple of months. I feel like I've sort of found myself and realized so many things about life. It doesn't really matter what others think or do; I never owed anyone anything but I owed myself a lot. Being off track isn't as easy being on track. Things will ( Read more... )

I thought about making a list of things to do during the beginning of this summer, infact I did. In early June I began to cross things off. But slowly I learned that, I am more content with living by the phrase "I don't give a fuck."

What's my deal lately?

For the first time in a very long time I feel whole again. Last night I didn't know whether to cry of happiness or to cry because I didn't want her to feel like I was replacing her, because I would never do such a thing. Everything just feels so right. I could see it on all of their faces. It was like we've all been missing a part of something. It' ( Read more... )

I could still feel the vibrations through my fingers. I could still feel them throughout everything. It was like everyone who was standing there around us, could all connect to their music, and I think thats why I will always find interest in them. It's like no matter what page we are turning in our lives, we could all connect at the same time to ( Read more... )

I forgot what it was like to believe. I forgot what it was like to feel. How long is going to take?

I won't lose sight of you. I won't. I won't. I miss my dog terribly especially as the weather gets nicer and all I want to do is be outside.  Who is going to go to the park with me?

If I have to fake it, I will.