i think that when i learn to stop doing stupid things, ill be ok. i tend to do fairly well with things that are right and wrong, but as for things that are in that gray area, the things that aren't right or wrong, i tend to fail miserably. i tend to act when i shouldn't and its usually because i don't want to feel like i did nothing, so i do ( Read more... )

I guess i feel like thinking ( Read more... )

"Whoever has my commands and obeys them, he is the one who loves me. He who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I too will love him and show myself to him."

John 14:21
i know this verse, just for some reason it's become more real to me lately, probably because ive actually been holding up my part of this promise ( Read more... )

i was like a song so out of key
then you came and gave my soul the melody

i was just helping my mom with some radio thing at her house and this song was on 101.5. i dont really know what song it is but i like these lyrics. kind of random i know. ha, i ran and grabbed my computer just as i heard it.

at a certain point today i basically felt like ramming my head into a wall ( Read more... )

i've tried more of me ( Read more... )

I resisted coming here, to open the harbors that guard my heart (Jeremiah 23:24). Abide with me, fast falls the even tide. This darkness deepens, Lord with me abide. And what does not flow freely from You? Am I convicted of what I say? Forgive me of this pride that knows Your redemption yet shamelessly walks away. And now my life ebbs away. Night ( Read more... )

So this is one of those situations where I would be really vague and no one would know what im talking about...but i usually get yelled at for that. so in spite of that i kind of just want to be really blunt and just say exactly everything i feel. but i feel like i would get yelled at because of that too. i pretty much just think that i would get ( Read more... )

i wish i knew what was wrong with me
im not happy

It has been pretty crazy these past couple of days ( Read more... )