so sick of the same old shit. nothing new every happens. every day it is some argument with some one. it is never ending drama. it is either things at home or with alina or just some other bull shit. i have a hard enough time not smoking pot and cigs. i guess i am just getting tired and don't want to do anything any more. mabey i am just depressed ( Read more... )

nothing is new

yeah i now have the internet. it is weird how being online just feels like a whole world is at your finger tips... but you really can't see it untill it is taken away. anyway... i have cable modem. soooo nice. it is awsome. anyways bellingham is good having fun. i work construction now... i install mobile homes. it is prtty cool. all my co-workers ( Read more... )

I have an apartment... i have moving arangements... i almost have a move in date... i gave my 2-week notic at work.. it is set. it is scary and exciting all at the same time.

So i went to bellingham looking for jobs and apartments with alina. little did we know that we would rent an apartment and sign a one year lease. crazy. i move out of vancouver in a week. the apartment is so nice. it is big and it has a kitchen with a full size fridge and a gas stove. All the utilities are $40 a month. thats it... the bedroom is ( Read more... )

getting a tv... quite the adventure ( Read more... )

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i'm not sure what is wrong with me but i don't feel quite right. it is not a feeling that is bad enough to do something about but it is always there... it is a feeling that sits in the back of my head and sits there nagging at my brain... things are going alright with alina so it is not that.... i think it is because i am under alot of stress... ( Read more... )

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