Everything's going pretty well.
My boo noticed that my abs and glutes are definitely getting more defined, which is crazy, since it's been less than 2 weeks. I feel guilty (that may not be exactly the right word), that i look better because i'm taking pills. It's interesting, how it's really not seperable from vanity, using this process: The ( Read more... )

Day 8. Just trying to keep up with the log. Definitely seeing improvement in muscle tone, but no other effects so far. I'm worried (obviously, just worried that it won't work, as well, but also worried) that i'll get all big, and like it, on the vanity level, and end up wanting to take these supplements with cardiac and liver-related consequences. ( Read more... )

It's been an anxious few days, but that's external phenomena, not this. No real physical training on saturday. Sunday was some power yoga and core work. Still seeing some slight improvements in muscle tone, some increase in acne, very little else. I've been having some trouble adhering to the diet, as i predicted: i didn't want to throw food away, ( Read more... )

Day 3. Definitely seeing some changes, already, in muscle tone, and also some extra acne. It's nothing too drmatic, but it's certainly happening ( Read more... )

So, I have a blog now on my actual website, updated very, very infrequently. I am gonna continue the practice of doing 30/30s here and then locking them up. But, in the online diary spirit of LJ, i'm also undertaking something else:

I'm going to be posting quick notes here on transition-related stuff. I'm doing a variant of the natural transition ( Read more... )

ed: So, i generally lock up 3030 drafts when the month is over, but I'm leaving this one public, because in a way, i didn't write it, and in a way, it is hilarious ( Read more... )

i just posted another locked jam, if you're out there keeping score.

i am throwing up one post locked, here, because the material is too too sahn-sit-ave. But, if you're reading without an LJ account, and you want proof that i'm still going at it, feel free to comment or email and i'll get it to you.

Hey, homos. I want to do a 30/30 in November. Do you?

this April, a lot of dead girls. Some going crazy. Being un-over it, and by it, i mean 2005-2007. And, to verbatim quote a line from one of my more disgruntled freewrites "whyyyyyy more tepid identity meditation?"

look for a chapbook, very soon.