I know exactly how you feel, no matter how hard I struggle, I always endup getting myself hurt. I don't care about those of whom that have everything they want, because I know they aren't as good as you or I, because we share something a lot better than anything they can buy-friendships and trust. We have eachother to share what we have, it's a fair thing. I always lie to myself, it's the only thing that helps me live(besides you guys, you make my life so much better)-but when I think back and reflect upon my lies, I can't tell the difference between the truth and a lie, and it hurts me so much...
You don't have to worry that much anymore...at least you've got people here, that can help you at anytime, any day, at least here you're welcome, and you're respected for who you are.
If you ever need me I'm here for you, I know what you're going through.
alas, you still seem depressing now though... but for me to say that i guess its like a sauce pan calling a kettle black (if you dont know that expression, dont worry)
"i lie to myself everyday. it hurts, but for the most part it makes every day easier to live..." i know what you mean, but why dwell on it?
.........i'm not trying to insult you or patranise you in any way...
lying to yourself is dwelling... i dont know, maybe what your writting and what your feeling are two different things... and i dont know you, if you dont want me to commment or read your journal i wont...
i never said i don't want you to post. why would you think that? your two cents are very much appreciated. no lie. but i do have to say that you need to rephrase your words. telling someone they are depressing doesn't seem very encouraging. and i can tell you that i am quite the opposite. what i WRITE is depressing my personality is not. so that may have a triggered a bad vibe on me because you don't know me personally and i don't know you as well... i wouldn't call that dwelling...it's more of a denial. but seriously though, comment when you wish. i love to hear from another point of view. thanks.
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I always lie to myself, it's the only thing that helps me live(besides you guys, you make my life so much better)-but when I think back and reflect upon my lies, I can't tell the difference between the truth and a lie, and it hurts me so much...
You don't have to worry that much anymore...at least you've got people here, that can help you at anytime, any day, at least here you're welcome, and you're respected for who you are.
If you ever need me I'm here for you, I know what you're going through.
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"i lie to myself everyday. it hurts, but for the most part it makes every day easier to live..." i know what you mean, but why dwell on it?
.........i'm not trying to insult you or patranise you in any way...
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i wouldn't call that dwelling...it's more of a denial.
but seriously though, comment when you wish. i love to hear from another point of view. thanks.
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