and so my head spins once more and i can't control.
i lack all the beauty.
i can't say i don't have a problem.
i am dying to be thin.

and i never thought it would happen.
i see you in a different light...
weird.

i'm feeling scared. i don't know what to do. is it crazy to feel like this? is it wrong to love someone so much? is it wrong to believe ( Read more... )

i am heartbroken. i couldn't sleep. i can't eat. i can't get up to do anything. i'm wondering how long this feeling will last. i'm hoping for someone to just come along and take all my miseries away. i want that to happen. he said i should stop wishing becasue it will never happen between us.but what can i do. i'm still wishing. i'm still fighting ( Read more... )

and so her world stopped turning and she is numb. three times the heartache from her three steps behind him. bleeding tears from words spoken phase indulge her mask with heat and pain. reenact the life that once fulfilled the dreams lie on the floor as a map to guide her to what could be her eternal happiness. stab. stab. stab. it goes on for a ( Read more... )

why do i keep fighting? the boy obviously doesn't like me the way i want him to. so why do i even bother? why can't i just let go? i have actually tried and i've accomplished not shedding a single tear for him for four days. so why then when i talk to him i cry like a fucking moron and go right back to square one. what the fuck. i'm tired. he's ( Read more... )

idonotlikepromises.

letsendthewar.

dear kurt ( Read more... )

talkischeap.
letsjustforgetthewholething.
letsjustforget...

so i'm off to the states in about 3 hours. i wish i was excited...but my dearest mother who goes crazy everytime we go on a trip, is ruining everything! gosh...by the time we get back everyone will hate eachother. oh how i can't wait. kurt will be watching over conando and our place. i hope he doesn't kill the thing. heh ( Read more... )