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Apr 13, 2005 23:18

so i'm off to the states in about 3 hours. i wish i was excited...but my dearest mother who goes crazy everytime we go on a trip, is ruining everything! gosh...by the time we get back everyone will hate eachother. oh how i can't wait. kurt will be watching over conando and our place. i hope he doesn't kill the thing. heh ( Read more... )

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lltoastll April 13 2005, 23:45:42 UTC

if you guys were meant to be together it will happen, in the future or in general. cheer up buttercup!

andsoshedies April 14 2005, 21:47:06 UTC

yeah that's what i said...but it sucks...and it hurts like hell. but then again, he is happy. i just wish he was happy with me.

lltoastll April 14 2005, 21:52:01 UTC

maybe he is, in a different way. and not to be mean and what not, it's more like you had your chance but you kind of lost it, and i'm also not saying that you won't be able to get a second chance because i think you will. Good Luck with it, hold your head up!

andsoshedies April 14 2005, 22:13:53 UTC

yeah...i did lose my chance. i wish i realized shit before. i have nobody to blame but me. so me crying about it is what i deserve.

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worlds_insanity April 14 2005, 18:20:47 UTC

You've realized most of the things I should have believed in when I realized it. But, I chose to be negligent, and I lost the one I loved, and lost that friend too. But, I also gained another love after a while...:) I'm sure you will too.
Good luck. Have fun in the U.S.

andsoshedies April 14 2005, 21:50:46 UTC

thanks. i will try but it's hard when you're with family members!!! HAHA.
yeah i don't want to lose him as a friend. so i'd rather shut off than have him get mad at me for having my real emotions show.

kurt anonymous April 23 2005, 09:29:54 UTC

youre not being fair kate. you gave up on me first. i tried to keep you and i wanted to but you had better things to do than wait for me. i died everyday since you left. i beg and pleaded for you to come back. you said you wouldnt and probably never will. you promised me a lot of things and you broken all of them. but i not giving up hope. you can. but i wont.

Re: kurt andsoshedies April 23 2005, 18:08:20 UTC

i've broken ALL of my promises?
you are so wrong.

Re: kurt anonymous April 23 2005, 21:34:10 UTC

you said a lot of things kate. you know it. everything you promised me, has been broken.

Re: kurt andsoshedies April 25 2005, 00:46:36 UTC

and i admit to it. i have borken some. but don't you dare say i've broken all. what were those promises i've broken? that i was going to marry you and live happily ever after? what the fuck. we were fucking 17! if you want me to stop loving you then just say so...i'm killing myself here for wanting you to love me as much as i do.