accepting that which will never change.
i shut myself off for your happiness.
i will turn back on when the time is right.
be happy my dearest best friend.
you deserve everything great in this world.
i for one, am not, or may never be, worthy of your beauty.
"stand tall and shake the heavens" he said.
iwillneverbestrongenough.

i hate the fact that i'm leaving in 2 days and you won't even spend time with me. go and spend all your time with her! you're such a fucking jerk! i hope you've said your last lie because i don't think i'll ever be in a forgiving mood. get out of my fucking head. you've made me cry enough. i told you this was going to happen. ( Read more... )

i'm fighting to hold back tears.
so there's someone new.
i'm the one on the side.

so today i learned how crappy my life really is ( Read more... )

i have not written in here for the longest time simply because i refused to allow myself to feel pathetic about writing as if wanting to feel everyone to feel sorry for me...

and so here i am. wanting a change in everything...i will take it step by step. here i go.

"it's all you fucking fault!"

sotheysay.

so it happenes again...i met this guy who's so fucking awesome. then he calles me up to say "it's not going to work out"...fuck! i never wanted it to work out! fucker. i just wanted to FUCK you. shit. to set the record straight, i am am not a fucking slut. i have only slept with one guy. but i am sexually frustrated and needs to get laid. i need ( Read more... )

so i'm just waiting for your call...

"it's times like these when silence means everything..."

-TBS

i am very. really.