Meredys: ARe you there ( Read more... )

It's offical I have lost my mind. Keeping everything inside, turns out, isn't helping me. It's simply breaking me. I learned that at 2:00AM, on the sidewalk of Mary Alexander last night. I've also freaked my brother out about it, unintentionally. I asked him whether or not it would worry mom if I asked for her to find me a therapist in Charlotte. ( Read more... )

mis·er·a·ble adj. Very uncomfortable or unhappy; wretched.
re·gret v. 1. To feel sorry, disappointed, or distressed about. n 1. A sense of loss and longing for someone or something gone.
cow·ard n One who shows ignoble fear in the face of danger or pain ( Read more... )

I'm pretty sure I've gone crazy. College rules. But I'm completely confused about a lot of things. So nursing? I don't have a weak stomach, and I really really want to help people. I love and care about people so much. I'm really excited about this. But am I crazy to actually think I can do it? I'm a lazy student. It's time to straighten up and ( Read more... )

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Driving by the Paden's house tonight with Nancy killed my heart. I was already hurt and upset but seeing Nikki's car parked outside. Made my heart sink and my mind spin. He's gone. The 6 of us girls are family. And no amount of time, or space apart will ever change that. The memories of that family are some of the warmest. That family being the 6 ( Read more... )

Everything changes. No matter what state of mind you're in. No matter what emotion you're feeling ( Read more... )

whoa is me?

I'm about a minute away from having my third panic attack. I can't stop shaking.

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