rugby has been all i have done these past few months...its nice...it takes endurance, skill, and heart to play...

im sooo tired of this tough guy bullshit and all this crew bullshit...."I dont need a crew do validate myself" - Come Back Kid

last night i went to the nights like these show...and hlth...and for some reason i felt like i wasnt fitting in, and something was changing...im stopping right there cause i dont want to cause any drama with what i feel, cause my opinion doesnt matter, and i know it doesnt...but if i were to say what i felt, i would get nothing but negative ( Read more... )

does it matter what i think?..what i say?...how i act?...or what i do?...for some reason it doesnt seem like that it matters at all..have you ever felt empty inside to the point you feel like you are going to throw up, and your fist clench together tighter and tighter with sweat, becoming cold...the room begins to breathe and the panic hits...tears ( Read more... )

i had a rugby game today..man what a bunch of running...my head hurts, i have wounds, and i feel like we played a good game..we won 24-19...like i said it was a god game..i met a girl named barbara who is really cool the other night..its always good to meet new people and talk to them, i enjoy it...RUGBY IS AWESOME!! IT MAKES YOU SWEAT!!

this is my sunshine on a cloudy day, not many people have those, but she is great...supports me in every which way, and is lovely to me and all my friends...i love her, and i bet by the sounds of it you would too... :)http://img31.photobucket.com/

i hate it here right now...my sister is constant attitude, and i know it seems like we are giving attitudes both ways, but give me a fucking break..im 18 and she is 20, but her yelling and screaming makes her seem like a 12 year old..go ahead and throw your bull shit fits and yell, i hope when may comes around im the only sibbling living in this ( Read more... )

well i had sex with someone that i cared about a while ago, and to make things more interesting, her parents found out...i feel like shit cause her parents cried and cried, i mean its their daughter..there is a bond between a daughter and a father that i have always seen in every parent...and i feel like shit cause i made that bond hurt..i called ( Read more... )

its been a long ass time since i wrote on here..so here we go....Im in a new band now with jon, gil, and travis from rushmoore, zacch logan, Tyler logan's little brother, ad then there is me...its going really well...im still playing in and then again though, cant leave the home boys....im glad i didnt go to the show tonight cause someone that i ( Read more... )

thank you to everyone that made my birthday more enjoyable...i loved every minute of it because all of my friends were there and with out you guysi couldnt have had such a great birthday...thanks again to all of my friends, i love each and everyone of you...and todd, thanks for that cd man, that was one of the most bad ass gifts ever!..much love to ( Read more... )