I never go on here anymore. Ever. First time I have in months. Livejournal has games now? Really? Thank you so much for feeding into my addiction because I have become an old lady who spends all their time playing dumb games on Facebook. At least I don't play Farmville ( Read more... )

"My gorgeous Aly. I am, at times very difficult to deal with and poorly express my love for you. By writing this, I hope to explain how I truly feel, though I know you know I love you, this is an attempt at describing why I do. I remember how dark a time I was in when we first hung out. And when I first saw you, reading that paper in Pulaski Park ( Read more... )

I haven't written in here in weeks. There are no words to describe anything anymore. I was completely wrong about everything. I don't want to think or feel anything anymore.

well last night was a pleasant surprise. i guess all we needed was some time.

I miss having someone to talk to. I hate having all sorts of thoughts running through my head & no one to talk them through with. Whenever I try talking to anyone, I feel as though I'm speaking to a wall. No one really listens, no one's got anything constructive to add, it's like everyone I know has finally gotten sick of hearing what I have to say ( Read more... )

I'm not okay, although I can say with confidence that I'm slowly but surely getting there.

"When I see you, the world stops. It stops and all that exists for me is you and my eyes staring at you. There's nothing else. No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow. The world just stops, and it is a beautiful place, and there is only you."

I wish it wasn't impossible to even smile. As it is, I can barely go more than 10 minutes without crying. I hate being this week.

I've become the walking wounded.

I haven't read any good books in a really long time, and I don't want to reread what I've read over and over again, so I'm open to suggestions on good books I absolutely must read. I know there's no way I'm the only person in the world who reads once in a while & I'd love something new.

so I guess it's over. I'm not okay.