so this is what it's like when i have no one to fall back on.

i hate when i really feel like i have something valuble to write about, and i get here and go blank. i miss when i used to think for myself. but i'm glad it's pretty much back. i've gotten over the fact that theres things out of my control that i just will never change. i still hate myself for lots of things. espically things i have control over, ( Read more... )

I remember what its like to love basketball again. I hate the philadelphia belles and love my minutemaids, and couldn't have missed all the girls more. I'm kicking ass but have a tournament in hershey this weekend for the belles. whatever. i'm over it, i'm going. theres a million places i wish i could be and a million things i wish i was doing. ( Read more... )

i have come to the simple conclusion
that basketball is what is making me nuts.
i'm dreading practice tonight more than my death.
i hate those 2 hours more than anything else.
have a nice night.

so i swore i would do this again. and i'm going to. basically bc i need it for myself. i think more than i ever have, and i feel like i'm right back where i was a year and a half ago. except with different things to think about. right now i'm in ohio for a basketball tournament. It's sad that me being as miserable as i am this AAU season, and ( Read more... )

i couldn't be more frusturated right now.
but i'm back. after about a year?
i should probablly make some friends.
if you're still my friend. please comment. :)

and i never loved so hard
never hurt so bad.
never been such a fool for love.
and i never want so bad just to do it all again
find one who's golden
never let go when it's love
or you'll find yourself waiting alone.
and you'll dream back the way that it was
and wonder which one was love

me mooch allie and jess go to wildwood tomorrow to stay at caits
i cannot wait..major pics ♥

i would die without the people in my life. i couldn't be more thankful.

maybe i'll use this more again because it's pretty..hmm we'll have to see ( Read more... )