the time has come. i'm deleting andthensome just because it's from 8th grade. and i hate what i use it for. i'll probably end up using my new one for the same thing, i'll just feel healthier if its the same. comment if you want to be added as a friend on the new guy.
tata all.

this is the worst feeling ever. i have knots in my stomach. i feel sick to my stomach. why did i trust this. i'm done.

So rite now were on our way to san diego iun the car. I'm on my dads blackberry. I'm in love. California is beautiful. Playing out here in college would be a dream. I doint remember it being like this when I was younger. Were passing thru lbi rite now and I feel like snoop! So I don't know how to shift so you'll live. So jeff is the only ( Read more... )

i think i'm scared to get close, because i feel like with him, everytime i have it hasn't worked out in my favor. he's adorable, and perfect, but so complex. i don't know if i can deal with that again. I hate that it's these two now. I hate that i still managed to hurt about 3 others in this whole process, I hate that i have to fucking chose. I ( Read more... )

sometimes i think about how good looking i am and aids..then i just laugh hysterically ( Read more... )

in no specific order ( Read more... )

back in the picture? negative. poop. please step up your game asap. make the choice easy please.

i hate boys. and john mayer&incubus are my therapy.

maybe there's one boy.

my summer went from me crying to jenn and my mom saying it was terrible and i hate having a fucking cast and i hate my fucking friends and i hate fucking boys. to being amazing the next night with i stil hate having a fucking cast and i love my fucking friends and i LVOE fucking boys. i also love my glasses bc i look ravishing. i will never use ( Read more... )

i'm proud of myself. pray for me. for too many reasons, oh my how i have screwed up in the past. i promise things will change. just let this work out okay. i know it will, the nerves cannot be controlled ( Read more... )