WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN.

i really feel like i'm being robbed of my autumn... it's just not coming... and i never knew until now, what an awful crime that is. i am very seriously unbalanced in certain ways, and smarting, and reeling, and most of all, of course, resentful. i don't even know of what; but if you were to ask yourself, "which of my e-friends is wasteful, self- ( Read more... )

( How the World Looks )

well today i finished the first draft of "how the world looks." it's eleven pages as of now. i don't know how that managed to eat up two months' time ( Read more... )

i think it's done!

wow. tonight i fucking expressed myself. i have become a main force behind this album's music. i feel such a yawning gaping gorge of freedom, into the clear cool air of which i can't wait to cast my body ( Read more... )

so... ever since last night's binge, which began with my youtubing every video of jarvis cocker i could find, now i can't stop listening to him all today... HE IS SO HOT. so pretentiously, thinly, deep-voicedly, crooningly, hip-shakingly, hot ( Read more... )

I WANT HIM IN MY MOUTTTTTHHHHH:

http://i49.photobucket.com/albums/f290/ksheinin/JarvisCocker.jpg

from his looks, you'd never expect his voice to be so deep... *touches self*

as always, a sigh of relief for the return to my apartment. i can sit so much clearer at my computer here, as opposed to my parents' basement which is now moldy from a plumbing disaster last week ( Read more... )

got over myself and my resentment of modern british novel class, a little, this afternoon. started reading ishiguro's "the remains of the day" for wednesday ( Read more... )