I'm moving to Oregon sometime mid next month. I'm going to be staying with my Father... very awkward since I haven't seen him in a decade.

So, I know I haven't written in Forever but I have started seeing someone new. His name is Freddy... Great guy. I don't want to jinx it so thats all I'm going to say about it for now... Other than mmmmm.

I'm moving to oregon.... Yeah I know, "your moving again." yeah I am and hopefully for good.

So, I guess I decided to move to Massachusetts... Cause here I am. I'm living in Pittsfield, MA. It's relatively boring here. All of Adam's friends are fairly cool, but I guess that he doesn't hang out with allot of them anymore. Sad, I would like to make more friends here so I'm not so bored all the time. lol. It's very cold for me here... it was ( Read more... )

I am starting to try to re-think my concept of home. I was living with Steven because we'd gotten back together. But I decided it wasn't the healthiest thing for me, so I broke up with him. I moved back in with Jeremy. But as of wed. there was no electricity. Guess where I've had to move to? HA HA, I'm living with Steven again. Hilarious I know. ( Read more... )

Like I said chaos. Yesterday I left Steven. It was hard but I knew it was the right thing for me. There is something missing between us but I do love him alot. He cheated on me 2 times and I think I lost most of my trust for him. I also couldn't handle the issue of his ex. He still wants him, and I do not feel like being a meal replacement bar. All ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt like you life was controlling you and not the other way around, like it's spinning out of control ( Read more... )

I met Tiffany last night. The 80's music star "I think we're alone now." I took pictures and got her autograph... fucking awsome.

Wasn't that quick, me and steven were officially done on monday. Found out he was cheating on me... blah blah blah. So, I'm single again ( Read more... )

So my birthday was on august 20th. I spent the entire weekend in Ft. Lauderdale and south beach... I had so much fun. I went out to a few clubs and to a pool party. I did some things I never thought I would do on my birthday... I'm not going into detail ( Read more... )