As fate would have it I am no longer making plans to move to Portland. I am still working at Starbucks. I have been strugling very badly financially and don't think I know how to make ends meet anymore. I've cut all the friveless spending and all the extras yet both Adam and I still strugle. Both he and I have considered second jobs. After ( Read more... )

I'm going into work in a few minutes just thought I'd write. Adam has been being a bit more bitchy than usual. I can't stand it. I've been talking to some really cool people online recently and feel bad that I will be leaving and never getting to know them. I am moving regardless though. I can't stand this place, most of the people here are so ( Read more... )

So Adam and I are in the process of saving up money to move to Portland. He has never been to Portland, where as I was born there. I miss it so bad sometimes. I am so glad to be going back. It's amazing how much you notice that it has to offer when you live so far away from it. I can't wait to go to gay pride again after not seeing it in forever. ( Read more... )

Just when you think your over someone, you break down and start crying without any catalist. No reason, no cause, just because.
I'm sure it goes without saying that I did. it's been a few hours since I started crying and I just stopped. I guess I'm a little more fragile than I thought. It's cruel that emotions can just suface.

I don't really have much to say. I got a new computer for Adam, and a desk, and got a new couch. It's very pretty. lol. Have been thinking about dating again. But not sure if Florida really has any datable guys left. I am becoming more and more specific about the type of guy I'll date ( Read more... )

Hello all, been a rough day. Only got a few hours of sleep. Then went in to Starbucks to work. I'm a lil wired now. Caffeen is coursing through my veins ( Read more... )

Wow I feel so special... I don' get very many comments anymore and I really wanted some input on my last 2 entries. Blah. Oh well.

Well Jeremy left me about a month ago... then he wanted me to stay with him... then he dumped me. I can't say that our relationship was great. I mean he tried to kill me by choking me and beating me up and punching me in the face while driving down a causeway. He told me recently he should have killed me then. But I was sad to see it go. I'm not so ( Read more... )

Hey guys. I don't know how many of you even read my LJ anymore. So Jeremy and I are still seeing one another but now it is a monogamous relationship. Which is cool with me if you haven't noticed I've gotten plenty of play over the last few years. Besides he is the best sex I've ever had. And I we do it usually twice a day. Were coming up on three ( Read more... )