Well there goes my Christmas and New Years. I am leaving tomorrow for Switzerland. I really wish I didn't have to go. I would do anything to get out of it. I have already tried, but it didn't work. I hate this.
I can't say I'm surprised because I knew it was going to happen sooner or later, but I wish it never had to happen. I don't think I could go back there, so maybe I won't.
I finally got my chance with Wilkes Barre and we won. I should be happy right now, but I'm not and I really do not know why. But I wish I did. Maybe if I sleep a little I will figure it out. I just have this feeling I will be gone by tomorrow and, for once, I want to stay here.