I'm an out cast too. Just learn to like yourself. Don't care about what others think. Fuck them if they don't want to get to know you. You'd so have my number; if I had a phone. Why would you want to be like everyone else? Everyone else is boring!!!!!!! Be your-fucking-self!!!!! Love yourself. I do. Talk to me if you feel lonely. I'll help you!
I dont know if I want to be just like everyone else but I just like the feeling of knowing there are people who acutally like me... Thanks by the way, I mean I like myself but I dont understand what is wrong with the rest of the world... every now and again I realize I am compleatly lost and I just want to fit in, Then some sense comes around and I accept myself once more, I actually am in a better mood today, thank you. Just knowing there are one or two people out there makes me feel a little better.
You're not the only one, babe! You're probably the only one that itemizes your phone book...that definitely makes you unique!
I post an entry like this every so often too...because every so often it really hits me that I feel this way too. Mostly it hits me when I'm with a big group of friends, like at a bar, or a restaurant, or doing something "spectacular." I feel incredibly lonely when I'm with a large group of people and I don't get the time to talk to anyone. That's why I need my small group of friends. I don't want 20 close friends. I don't have the time or energy to devote to 20 people in that way. I barely have enough for you, Mike, and Lacie! Cuz you guys are fuckin' high maintenance! :)))))
Thanks Bri... I think with like you, Mike and Lacie we kind of all work together cause in a way we are all the same... Im not that high matinance... Just occasionally needy... but thank you... I just, well sometimes I like to know I am accepted...
andyi all of us have some out cast in us but befor i left that really did not bother you i really miss you so much you are my best friend and there will never be any one as cool as you cause your my cousin we are family and no body should ever make you feel like that cause that can really hurt people but it is not bad to be diffrent i am so diffrent from all of these people i just really wish i could be there with you cause your like my big sister and it is so hard to louse some1 so close now we are so far i reall need you right now i hate alot of these people and alot of them hate me cause i am more punk then all of them they all think there so cool but there just mean so just hold on till i can get down there w/ya
I know... I was really depressed that day, you know that sometimes happends... but thanks you made me feel like I am important hun... I miss you! Hope to see you sometime soon...
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Talk to me if you feel lonely. I'll help you!
Love you!
Lacie
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I post an entry like this every so often too...because every so often it really hits me that I feel this way too. Mostly it hits me when I'm with a big group of friends, like at a bar, or a restaurant, or doing something "spectacular." I feel incredibly lonely when I'm with a large group of people and I don't get the time to talk to anyone. That's why I need my small group of friends. I don't want 20 close friends. I don't have the time or energy to devote to 20 people in that way. I barely have enough for you, Mike, and Lacie! Cuz you guys are fuckin' high maintenance! :)))))
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Sorry if i make no sense at all, im not good writting in english, you see im mexican.
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