i would like to post that i havent been updating much in this lately... almost 9 months or something. yeah sorry for the lack of updates i'm sure i'll have more updates soon. and i dont think he's god anymore. sorry.

Yeah well okay I was sick...and still am...other than that I guess theres really...nothing new...or is there *evil grin*..okay so I lied...Yesterday was my birthday...it was by far the greatest day ever...even though I had to go to school it was still amazing...I came home made dinner talked to Jedjrr got a shower got ready went with my mom came ( Read more... )

Every Piece Has It's Purpose ( Read more... )

Yeah...So I don't remember the last time I wrote in this damned thing so I will write now...yesterday I went to school wrote Jedjr a 5 page note took an english test took another test was late for chorus again...as usual...came home layed on the couch then got on the here then talked to Jedjr and Lex was like wanna go to the mall so I was like yeah ( Read more... )

Jedjr had the same shirt on as me today...that fag :-D...but hey I got a note so its cool<3...it's kinda sad when she knows what I'm gonna wear...more about Jess later ( Read more... )

I'm still confused...guys are confusing...you like them then you get crushed on by them...I haven't talked the kid I like in a really long time...the longest of our conversations are "hey whats up?" and thats it nothing more...isn't it funny how you tell someone you like them and then it's all awkward between you and that person? well it's like ( Read more... )

Why is it that they get what they want...which is exactly what I want but I can't even get a hey how are you doing?? Why is it that everything I want is either taken away from me or just disappears? Well why...everything I get semi-attached to is ripped away from me...completly gone...depleted...It's sad but I guess I'm the kind of person to ( Read more... )

It was meant to fall apart and meant not to work...Well I've come to the realization that it will never work...so anyway here's 8 shows Jessa and Me will go to even if we have to rob a bank or sell our souls...so here goes ( Read more... )

Okay nothing happened...but I'm really just so close to say fuck everything and die...I'm trying to get rid of crushes and falling for someone so hard...so I'm talking to Jessa and I'm going to write a book of crushes and stuff...and its going to be called either "Cross my heart, I hope you die. Stick a knife right through your eye." or "I Want to ( Read more... )

Well I decided it was time for a new song to be my title of my entries...nothing significant happened thursday I ate dinner and talked to Meg Jessa and Justin...then I got off and went and took a shower and called Jessa we talked on the phone for 2 hours or so about dreams guys and names...yesterday was a 2 hour delay...so I went came home to a ( Read more... )