Went bowling today. Not that it mattered much, the whole night was just a mellow dramatic dream. Some how the guys got pissed off at me cuz they thought I was flirting with T, but I wasn't, I wanted to know if her friend wanted to git. So the whole night we're just knocking down pins and sitting back down, like a demented game of a sick fallacy. ( Read more... )

Yesterday was one of the weirdest days of my life. I was on the outside looking in, a door with a glass window separating me from them, and I didn't want to be them, silent shadows that begged for darknesss. Hands holding plastic cups, fingers numb with fear. The voices rise, "private property..." barely wispers one the rest follow. "Hell no! We ( Read more... )

I got up at 12 today, I don't even know why, it's not like I stayed up really late or anything. Right after I woke up my Dad got home and I had to go with him to the bank so he could cash his check and pay some bills. I thought banks closed during grub but I guess that's not the case. After we did all that we went to La Tapatia, 'cause we weren't ( Read more... )

Nothing very intersting has happened since I last wrote, not really. But hey, that's just me, nothing interesting ever happens to me right? Kind of right, except this year, I have to go to summer school, which didn't turn out that bad. I mean, as long as I don't get kicked out of that shit, which is pretty close to happening, everything's aight. Me ( Read more... )

I don't know what to write. Pika and Alex are leaving really soon and that is goddamn terrific. I don't want them to leave. They're really cool and everything, It's like if you want to hang out with them you can, anyone can. They're just really cool and I'm going to miss them bitches. Everyone really cool which I actually like just moves. I hate ( Read more... )

Cheryl's right, I haven't updated this shit in a fucken while, not even when it was my birthday. Guess I don't give that much of a shit about Lj. It's better when you don't give a fuck, then you don't end up like some people. So yeah, I'm sixteen, I got a job and I'm hopefully getting a car and some stuff out of it. I'm not going to go into detail ( Read more... )

Dude, my parents went to Tj. That's crazy, they just up and left me here. Can't believe they're going to have more fun than I am. That fucken party man, I wish I could have gone. That would have been some tight shit, except all my friends are weak mofos who've been influenced too much by late 80's early 90's propaganda. Seriously. It wasn't going ( Read more... )

Sup ya'll. There ain't much I can talk about, it's spring break and all, and there ain't much to do out here in G-town. I might go to the movies Friday, all though I don't feel like it much. I'm tired of watching the same bullshit plot in everysingle movie. Hollywood sure got screwed over. The only thing I really want to see though, is The Girl ( Read more... )

Addicted. You're all addicted to a stupid piece of shit. Who's going to reminiscence on your experiences if the only people who see this shit are people your own age? Are you really growing older or growing stupider? Do you want a real-life account on all the stupid shit you ever did? Because if you do, then that's what you've got. Every single ( Read more... )

Come as you are. As I wished you to be. As your not. As a friend, as an enemy. Doused in mudd, served in bleach. Lighten up, blown out. Everythings nothing but a fucken memoria. Y juro que no tengo una pistola.