god damn its been a long time. sorry i have neglected you livejournal. not a lot of anything lately except work and beth. which is ok with me i suppose. i really cant think of anything to write about. i hung out with ryan and my brother this week. im going to race go-karts sunday. beth makes me happier than i have ever been.

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so hector and james are moving out this summer. if things work out, ill be living with mike decker and possibly my brother. that would be pretty fun. i really dont want to move. i cant afford to move. so yeah, if anyone wants to live with me in richmond, let me know

its cold as shit outside and i dont want to leave my house. i am in a less than awesome mood this week. i just feel really unaccomplished and inadequate and insecure. i dont really know why but i just want to crawl somewhere and hide for a few days. im dog sitting for jason this weekend. beth was supposed to come up but shes sick now so i doubt she ( Read more... )

work sucks. last night made me want to never work again. im in newport news now. i dont know whats going on today. laziness i guess. nothing really to update here. i wish the weather would make up its fucking mind. woooooooosh

Take The First Sentence From The First Post Of Each Month Of 2004. That's Your Year In Review ( Read more... )

last week or so has been sweet. new years eve sucked. 13 hours of work and no break. but beth met me at work right at midnight so that was sweet. im hungry, heres a survey ( Read more... )

so 2004 is over tomorrow night. craziness. this year has fucking flown by. i moved into an apartment this year. a first for me (as opposed to living on a couch or at home). i finally found a job doing something i enjoy doing. and then from that job moved to my current job where i feel like i have an actual future. i met some new friends. i lost ( Read more... )

work has been insane. i have come home feeling like crap everyday. monday i hung out with annie and alicia. beth got here pretty late monday. we tried to find wal mart tuesday morning and just go tlost so we just ate lunch at fudruckers. then i went to work. wednesday we did nothing nothing all day and then i had to go to work. beth left for ( Read more... )

christmas was pretty cool. got some things i needed. helped my mom cook. saw friends and family. got back to richmond last night. went to a show. it was ok. i got some cool records though. today i spent almost 2 hours cleaning my room and it rules. i celebrated by spending my plan 9 gift certificate on a morrissey CD and using the change to buy ( Read more... )

so tomorrow after work im going home for christmas. it should be cool except i have no money to get my family gifts. beth might be coming up monday night which will be great. i dont care if people think its lame that i miss beth even if its only a couple days that i dont see her. its not like the end of the world if i dont see her, but i do miss ( Read more... )