Why is it that when I'm having a good day I get all the shitty cases and when I'm having a bad day (and unable to appreciate them) I get the nice people? Some guy called me 'Vile' today. I don't think I'm vile. But that was his word. "You are a vile human being." because I wouldn't transfer his call. The life of an admin assistant.

I feel like I can't quite get a grip on things. Not that things are totally horrible right now - they're not. U have a good job and I enjoy it (to an extent) but it ends in August and then I have to go back to waitressing and the pay cut will be tremendous. I've gotten used to being a big spender ( Read more... )

So, I haven't written in ages. Again. I had even sort of forgotten that this existed. Until someone replyed to a post....And now I'm back here and I feel totally ridiculous because I'm no longer Andy's Girl...I thought we would be together for ever. We were engaged for Heaven's Sake. But we broke up (after some fighting about the future...we just ( Read more... )

It's been a very long time since I've written anything here. I guess I just stopped needing this as any sort of outlet. Truth is, I need it again. I feel lost. I feel alone. I can't tell anyone this because I'm supposed to be strong, and in control. but I'm not. I'm not strong -- I lie awake at night, my heart racing over the possibility that I'm ( Read more... )