I really though that it would work. I really thought that if we just didnt talk about today and didn't think about it and ignored it like he wanted to that it would all turn out to be not such a big deal. And it worked fine until last night, when we both cried so much I thought there was no way anything would be left for today. But its not like the ( Read more... )

I probably won't be using this ever again, so I thought I'd make one last update in case anyone still reads this. Unlikely. But whatev ( Read more... )

i really wish i was smarter. and less naive. but mostly smarter, because i should know better by now.

Dear boys, [and yes, ryan, I am stealing your whole writing-a-letter-to-the-opposite-sex format. don't complain please ( Read more... )

Bold what applies:
01. I have never kissed someone of the same sex on the lips.
02. I see a therapist. saw?
03. I'm the youngest child. (also the oldest...haha since i'm the only one)
04. I am drawn to things associated with sadness.
05. I have gauged earrings.
06. I wear black eyeliner every day.
07. I am extremely influenced by kindness.
08. I love to ( Read more... )