I don't know what I want.  I don't know what I don't want.  I do know that I need time to figure all this out before I go any more insane...

I found a new roommate today! We move in together on December 17th! =]

My god I miss you all. Holy effing shit.

1. Laugh every day
2. Be in two places at once
3. Volunteer at local soup kitchens
4. Rescue an animal
5. Get married

So Fail. Be bad at things. Be embarrassed. Be afraid. Be vulnerable. Go out on a limb or two or twelve, & you will fall & it'll hurt. But the harder you fall, the farther you will rise. The louder you fall, the clearer your future becomes. Failure is a gift, welcome it. There are people who spend their whole lives wondering how they became the ( Read more... )

I over analyze everything.  I push the limits.  I'll tell you what I'm thinking.  I'm a dreamer and an idealist.  Dash of realist.  I can't spell most of the words I say.  I don't see a point to the letter "C".  I'm simplistic.  I hate ignorance.  I like thinking too much.  I love the feel of a cool summer rain.  I sniff crayons.  I prefer no ( Read more... )

Dear Heart of Mine,

Please realize this now ::: that this false hope high will soon fade into yet another, "I should have known".  Grounded darling, you mustn't let this go to your head.  He's just another boy, he's just another boy, for god's sake he's just another boy.  And to make things worse, you've been through this once already with this ( Read more... )

"What would you do if you 
were not afraid?"
-- Who Moved My Cheese?

good question...

Fuck this war and fuck georde bush and fuck al qaeda and fuck osama and fuck tom for joining the fucking army.  fuck this ( Read more... )

This better just be a severe case of PMS, because I'm pissed off at everything.

--- school=gayness, im so sick of high school
--- Steve = fucking retardedness for not fucking calling
--- friends = (if you can read this, i'm not talking about you) cant stand em
--- parents= even more fucking retardedness
--- family as a whole = whorebags
--- work = too ( Read more... )

sure, superman, spiderman, batman, 
they all saved lives
sure, so do fire fighters and police officers
but the most important super heroes
have no super powers and
don't wear those ridiculous outfits
and parade around in tights and a cape
they're those people who you're lucky 
enough to meet in your life
that you call best friends,
the simply irreplaceable, ( Read more... )