life is so strange

although it might not be accurate to say that people are out to destroy you, one person in particular certainly is. that person is my mother.

life in my house is quite entertaining right now, people should be lining up to pay me to see it.

here it is in short:

mother: louise, you are pathetic
louise: -

I am so tired that I don't even remember what it is like to not be tired.

I have spent minimal time at home in the past couple of weeks.

this is a very good thing.

I feel sick

The last thing I want is to set myself up to get my heart broken

and the big question on everyone's lips today is....

did you hook up last night???

it was the end of one year and the start of a new one... not some massive snogfest

or is this what new year's eve has become... a massive snogfest

It's been a while.

nothing much has been happening. I had fun last night. I am not quite sure how, but I woke up with a couple of bruises on my left leg. my first few hours of 2007 were spent curled up on the bathroom floor, sick as a dog. this is going to be a long year...

there was no merry chirstmas, so here it is...

happy new year everyone

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I guess I am just tired

I am so fucking tired

and so it's that time of year

when everyone is FESTIVE

and everyone is so happy

because they are so damn festive

but as far as I am concerned

december 25 is simply the 25th day of december

and nothing special

or different

so don't be expecting any christmas cards from me

because I don't particularly enjoy this time of

"what's the time mister wolf??"

"I'm sorry lou, we no longer give you the time of day"

and at the end of the day

you are left with all these random memories

some of which

you later find out

weren't even real in the first place

you fabricated it in your mind

and it hurts to find out

that you were wrong

about everything

and everyone

and just like that...

it's all over red rover