I'd pretty much gone silent on Buffy and I hadn't gotten what was wrong out of her. Well ok a little with the Admission about Angel's visit and Wes's fear, but still. I kinda felt guilty for being so ... me. For being scared and letting her see, but I knew it was no use hiding things like that from Buffy. She was Buffy ( Read more... )

I eyed the paintings on the wall with distaste. Knock-offs, you'd think someone with this much money would bother to get the original, but of course everything was fake. Then again that was the business I was in, full of airbrushing and model behavior, pardoning the pun of course ( Read more... )

There was little I could do after I left Mr. ... Wesley's office. It had always been strange for me, after having sex with a person, how did you act when you had to see them and it really wasn't a romantic situation ( Read more... )

My life is over. I just know it, after today there will be no more little pumpkin belly for mom to spoil and no bratty kid sister for Buffy to ignore and hide her diary from. I will not exist and life will go on ( Read more... )

My strength is returning, which I'm glad for. I never liked being the weak one. I mean growing up with Buffy as a big sister was kinda like always having an inferiority complex. Granted it was easy to have an inferority complex around a slayer when your anyone ( Read more... )

I have no idea where I am. I remember laying on my bed in Sunnydale writing in my journal about how stupid Buffy was and how cute Xander could be. Even if Anya was always around, he'd show his love for me soon, I just knew it ( Read more... )

I sat on the kitchen counter sipping the very large cup of black coffee I'd made for myself and anyone who came in here looking for it. There were about 5 pots all done ( Read more... )

The room was dimly lit and I sat there wondering if I could move. My body felt so weighed down, I was in a chair, like something you’d see out of one of those stupid remakes of actual good royalty movies. Or creepy vampire movies ( Read more... )

I was running, everything was flying past me so fast. Why ( Read more... )

The cab pulled up to the mansion and I looked up at the imposing structure. It seemed so out of place, despite the fact that weeks ago I would have said just the opposite ( Read more... )