I feel sick. I'd been spending so much time in the Library trying to figure out what's going on with me. Plus I've been studying so much. Midterms are killing me ( Read more... )

I want to stop going to school. Cause who cares about school? Buffy's gone, I bet the world will end with in a month, and I sure as hell don't want to live my last month in school ( Read more... )

Angel was alive. Like, breathing alive. And Buffy wasn't even phased. Sure maybe she had more time to let it sink in, and she's always had this little thing of 'knowing' that Angel would get his humanity back, but still ... He wasn't dust ( Read more... )

They all walked around like life was the same. That she hadn't died to save me, throwing herself off that stupid tower. She was so stupid! Why couldn't she see that she meant more than I did? I should have gone, I should have jumped before she did. She meant more than I did, I'm not even real ( Read more... )

Name: Gin ( Read more... )

So Riley kept giving me and Andrew those looks like he had the right to be big brotherly. He so can't be like that. Riley who just left and went off and never said goodbye and expected me to just be ok when he actually said goodbye after going and getting married ( Read more... )

I couldn't believe Buffy was always so cosy with Xander. So she didn't know I had a crush on him, but they're only 2 years older than me, I'm almost 16. And Buffy won't talk about Angel at all. I guess I don't blaim her cause I'd probably not want to remember killing my boyfriend ( Read more... )

I was so tired, the club had been amazing, just dancing and getting out my frustration. I ended up wandering the streets for a while ( Read more... )

Connor and I went out to eat without Buffy. It was nice, he asked me a lot of questions about the incarnate and the first and everything that happened in Sunnydale. So I ended up just telling him the whole story from Buffy getting kicked out of school to meeting him ( Read more... )

So we're here, in this not so great house. Fearing for our lives, and Xanders not here, and I feel this awful ache in my stomach, and I'm so scared, and ok not trying to be selfish, but everyones all worried about Faith and Morrigan, and here I am. Cold and in the corner and no one will tell me anything ( Read more... )