as i sit here and think about my past and my present. i realize that very few people know actually what ive been through to make me who i am today.. most people dont care.. but those people who do know, i thank for being there through all my bullshit and everything else.. i just think its pretty sad that out of all my so calld friends only 2-3 of ( Read more... )

"It clobbers you, knocks you down and then starts eating you apart from the inside, making you softly moan in agony during the interminable day and wrench your sheets all night. Like several helpings of really bad chili."

I dont even know what to say. Probably should have seen it coming. I knew it eventually would come, but i never thought she would leave me for one of my best friends. not only that but that my best friend wouuld let it happen. i just feel.... betrayed.... i know my friend wasnt trying to do it, he's been interested in this other girl and finally ( Read more... )

such a perfect night. this girl left her number on my jeep earlier when i was on the beach. so anyways we got together tonight and went up to the main street pier. i dont think i could ask for more out of a girl. the date was a lil awkward at first but then after going on the lift thingie on the pier and both being scared, it was smooth sailing ( Read more... )

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I woke the same as any other day ( Read more... )

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FREEDOM! .. ahh, the single life once again.. i forgot how carefree and perfect it is.. bro's b-day yesterday and my mom told me we were going out to somewhere nice so i got all dressd up and then i came out of my room all spiffy and everything, and both of them were in a t-shirt and shorts.. i felt so overdressd but i went out like that anyway.. ( Read more... )

I Can't Respect Someone Who Doesn't Respect Themselves.

beach.
darkness.
sand.
she looks at the moon.
i look at lightning.
talk.
kiss.
sleep
wind.
no wind.
bugs.
7-11.
2AM.
bug spray.
back to the beach.
more bugs.
window.
bed.
still sand.
serenity.
morning.
confused.
it wasn't a dream...