I suppose this would be the place to talk about this now that most people dont use livejournal anymore. Ive been in one of those bad places lately, down. As most people know im pretty fucked up, but not alot of people know the depth and seriousness of my depression. Ive been in spencer county for the whole summer and have barely seen my freinds ( Read more... )

i will forever be the deserter of life, fucking everything...this month ive been kinda down alot, not sure why. I just need a break from shit...its only been 2 weeks...fuck whats wrong.

so since i dont have any new years resolutions....anyone wanna give me some?

the easy way out is cold steal to the temple...pulling the trigger all wrong...gimme malice...shotgun wedding....what the fuck am i doing. gone.

"Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off ( Read more... )

I havent slept in days. I...feel exhuasted but cannot sleep. I stare at the ceiling all night long. Someone the other day didnt think i was well...and the truth be told, im not. Something is wrong and we all know it but really wont say it.

people ask my why i play airsoft all the time. i really have no answer to give them that they woudl understand. its not that i want to play pretend army because i cant let go of beign a little kid...but more so its the adrenaline of chasing yoru enemy, stalking him to the perfect shot, the thrill of return fire and the chaos of battle. Its a ( Read more... )

Open iTunes/iPod or Windows Media Player to answer the following. Go to your library. Answer, no matter how embarrassing it is ( Read more... )

so im fucking broke, i have a job and i dont spend that much money, what the fuck is going on here?