I truly mean that, life IS an adventure. It's full of little surprises, and big surprises and constantly keeps you on your toes. You can be working toward one thing and think you're life is going in one direction and then suddenly it's going in another direction...it's crazy. Oh well, at least it keeps things interesting. And things are ( Read more... )

I am a ghost...I am invisible...I am dead. Why have I made these choices? Was it right to leave all I had in search of all I wanted? Or did I just seek fulfillment in my career while sacrificing all those things that have always meant more to me...friendship, companionsip, romance. God...to feel what it feels like to hang out with someone, to ( Read more... )

I cry out in the night...but no one responds...or if they do i don't recognize the voice...me amidst a sea of strangers...i reach out my hand...but all i can do is fall...i am fearless and yet terrified...brave yet cowardly...sure yet insecure...fulfilled yet hollow...if only someone could save me...or if someone tried; would that be enough? Maybe ( Read more... )

I am an ocean of guilt on this day. I have been informed of something that I am unable to discuss at this time in any depth, but suffice it to say that something I have expressed distaste and contempt for may have had disastrous results. There is no word for the amount of guilt I feel. I don't agree with what might happen, and it was never my ( Read more... )

I have gone missing...if you find me please let me know. I'm somewhere out there. Or possibly somewhere inside. Possibly locked away somewhere deep, and far away, or somewhere near by. Please help me look and if you find me before I do, shine your light on me so I can see where I've gone and what I look like. But if I find me before you do I' ( Read more... )

Well, I've kind of jumped on the LJ bandwagon. I figured I'd give it a try, who knows it might be fun. I have some friends out there who do it, so maybe it'll be worth it. Anyways, I'm in a show right now, and like all shows there is some drama besides that onstage...but that comes with the territory...i just hope it all gets resolved and we can ( Read more... )