I can't wait to have a really productive and creative day again. Someday soon I hope I start feeling like I used to. Until then I will compulsively drink superfood juice. Physical health must be step one.

I really miss summer. A lot. I was happiest. I would be impressed if you could find me.

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Ben came over tonight and we watched Dog Bounty Hunter on A&E. He was really polite to my parents. We spray painted my mirror. He told me he's enrolling at the school of Digital Music Production something. I cleaned out my closet and realized that I had owned every single brand and style of shoe that was ever cool ever. Except for New Balance and ( Read more... )

So I'm pretty sure amist all that back pain I had while refusing to move from alli's bed, I caught a glimpse of an aging Lou Reed on the vmas covering VU with Jack White's new band. The Raconteurs. About an hour later I became so physically uncomfortable that I actually made my mom pick me up because I was convinced cleaning my room was the only ( Read more... )

There was this school shooting at a school that sort of resembled a cross between Baker and Brookline High and the teachers in the school were trying to hold everyone captive or something even though there was only one boy with a gun. But yeah, I escaped somehow with Annie and Alina and we had to run run run run run really fast all the way from ( Read more... )

I will be back in Boston on monday, which I am very excited about. I think good things are going to happen. I hope so. It's wayyyy too cold outside right now.

really amazing. I really had an awesome awesome time. I am coming home tomorrow for a week of house hopping and drivers ed and seeing people i miss.

A lot of really shitty things happened today. If I had more will power I would act like I am over them right now. But really, I am extremely glad for the people who let me keep the balance in my life alive. I will try to fall asleep smiling. I will try not to be pessimistic sometimes.

Seventeen years ago I was a lot smaller than I am now.

I plan to come home between the 11th and 13th and will stay home until the end of the following week. I really can't be here for too much longer. Some people make already bad situations feel three hundred times worse. I wish I was in LA right now living with Megan and at a strip club with Ben.

There is a bug the size of a small kitten underneath a plastic cup in the middle of my floor ( Read more... )