I visited my dad in the hospital today. He is doing well, although it was sort of weird to see him. It took a pretty long time to wake him up, I think he is still on a lot of morphine. I have been extremely emotional the past few days. I'm actually in a good mood right now, but I'm sure that is just because I have found something to be minorly ( Read more... )

Even when I'm drunk, all I can think about is the future. It's pathetically pathetic and someone as err logical as me should be able to accept the fact that so much time is being wasted. And none of us really know what is going to happen. I think that is probably the most comforting thing in the world. At least I have some good friends. And some ( Read more... )

"Our generation relies too heavily on unhealthy obsessions with material things and feelings that don't hold any significance in the long run."

I'm a fan of Brooklyn. New York City is a little much at time, but I think I will probably end up going to school here. It almost seems inevitable. I'm not getting coffee with Gideon Yago today because I am so lazy that I cannot leave this apartment in Brooklyn. I almost finished my Regina Spektor review today though, and I am seeing her again ( Read more... )

I don't really know what I'm doing. Leaving tomorrow for New York City, back next friday.

My tonsels are red, inflated balloons residing in the back of my throat. And I am pissed. I have to take yet another series of antibiotics to kill their swelling, again. I will probably have to get them out this summer. I think I probably made myself sick when it comes down to it, I didn't take very good care of myself this weekend. But I had a ( Read more... )

So I now have TV in my room with a DVD player so i can watch THE L WORD while I clean, or make art projects, or do homework, or sit in my bed, or play music, or sleep. It's pathetic how something so material has made my day so fantastic, but it has. The weather is vomitrocious. I said it. For some reason I have been in a really great mood all day ( Read more... )

So I was forced to stay in for Saturday. It was unfortunate because there were things that I had wanted to do, but fortunate because it was just for Saturday. I am having trouble being productive and think that "clean week" is going to have to exclude coffee. I'm going out in about 40 minutes and have so much to do and can't make myself do ( Read more... )

I feel like taking some sleeping pills and laying down and drinking hot cocoa until I pass out and have crazy dreams I can tell people about the next day. If you wanted to come that would be cool.

I wrote a scene from a play I'm writing today. I sort of would really like to do it for student directed even though no one would understand where I'm going with the story line from just one scene, but I think it could totally work and just be open to interpretation. It's too bad that auditions are entirely over and I never even knew about them in ( Read more... )