how 'bout getting off of these antibiotics ( Read more... )

Cauterize - Paper Wings

Your paper wings got ruined in the rain
Coat hanger halo got rusted.
The lace fell off of the dress you made.
You’re the saddest little angel,
Mascara left a sour taste.

And I wish that I was there
When you took that fall
I’m too weak to pick you up,
But I would have lay down
In this puddle beside you,
‘Cause it’s all that I ( Read more... )

Of all the things I've believed in ( Read more... )

well the rich text isnt working , its beeein lame. but i havent updated in alooong ass time and i feel like wrriting , ive endured alot and ive watchd many of my friends suffer in pain , but i know that they made it okay and are in happines.. alot has happend and ive learned from it all , from the worst ive made the best of it , brought me closer ( Read more... )

Heyy .

Soo , nothing has happened lately .. just normal things .. kariiis backk home again <3 missed her dearly .. !

but anywwaays ...ive been thinking alot bout everything .. my friends ,my family , my life .. and how iwant things to go .. how i want to set grounds for myself.. ive had a few wake calls which is good for me .. cause it has helped ( Read more... )

Mhm .. so where do i start.. ? ..
things have been really tough lately still
even though i tell you guys that it keeps looking better but odds are that they arent one things goes good then something has to fail .. lately ive been thinking alot about just everything - life in general - and i have a lot to say about it .. nothing will ever remain the ( Read more... )

i guess i'm ready for anything that happens now ..

ive grown alot stronger from the past 2 weeks ..

i got butterlfies in my beellly cause of an accident that happend .. i almmmost lost someone verry important !< 3
i'm not looking forward to tonight .. father wants to talk to me .. n i know its gunna go to well .. grrr talking to him makes me ( Read more... )

GAH !

bullshit !

good day

mhm

every breath that i take , scares me , i feel like i have butterflies growing inside me and they get worse and worse by the second by the minute, i dont know if i can handle this , i really don't think i can its way to much for . i neeed him to be here for me but hes not = ( i dont know what to do with myself anymore i dont know what to feel ( Read more... )

Heyy , well lets just say i'm feeling better ,i was re-reading some of my entries and its werid that when im usually feeeling glumy i come here n write  , well for once ill chang ethat ill write cause im in a good mood , and nothing is going wrong , well one slight thing but i can adjust to that . . but anyways .. my looong best friend is comming ( Read more... )