I want it to be inconvenient. 
I want to sacrifice my life for it.  
I want the kind of love that wakes me up at 3am. 
I want love that hurts, love that i have to work for. 
I want love that tests me. 
I want the kind of love that is hard to find, and hard to keep and never easy. 
I want the kind of love where you get hurt. 
I want love that makes me cry ( Read more... )

Why is it that my fucked up relationships can't just END?! Scott, David, Josh...Billy? They painfully drag on for days, and bloop they go. Out the window. A little wham-bam, with undeniable closure would be nice once in awhile. Ok, so Scott was my fault. And i'm sure as hell paying for it! A break...which was really a breakup..that lasted a month. ( Read more... )

i think i want to be single...

i've got to admit, there aren't many feelings better than the one you get when someone whispers "i love you" in your ear...

unfortunately the feeling is short-lived when you realize you can't believe them. But we're not surprised by that, are we? This is me we're talking about.

I've decided i make my life way too complicated. Maybe i create my own ( Read more... )

he took me out for an icee after work, and he bought my mom one too. And then layed with me on my bed while my feet throbbed, and talked about music with me. And held me and bit my nose until i smiled. Yes, bit my nose. And we watched a movie with my mom, and when i wasn't looking he put his picture on my phone display.

And his says "i <3 Danielle ( Read more... )

We can conclude that our friends don't love us, our obligations suck, our bodies are rebelling, emotions are running dry, and depression is taking over.

I have just summed up the entire contents of all the "updates" i read.

funny, what winter does to people. Lets try to remember that depression is common, the constant diminished and faded fog ( Read more... )

I have a new cell phone, with a new Michigan phone number.

you will need to get that number from me..and stop raping the voicemail of my other one. It's dead. The contract will be up shortly, on John's bill.

".. I won't have to be human, in fact, with all the error and loss and love and inadequacy that come with the job."

-Marjorie Williams

talking about dying of liver cancer.

I am everything that turns hair grey, i create worry lines, i inspire you to shake your head in wonderment. I am nothing that a young lady my age should be. I make you afraid, i make you wonder what goes on in my head, i am offensive to your beliefs and your preferences.

I make you wish that you were young again.


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make. me. promises...and. KEEP. them.