I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach
leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape 
to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head 
that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. 
Will you never call ( Read more... )

college in January ( Read more... )

Let's see, i need a review ( Read more... )

I...could be in very big trouble

Fuck you, Trojan...FUCK YOU!

9% chance, 9% chance....with my luck, 99% chance..

oh d-d-d-dear dear.

My boyfriend...makes me want to...what's the word? Oh yes, scream.

SCREAM INCESSANTLY AT THE TOP OF MY BATTERED LUNGS UNTIL MY SKIN IS DISCOLORED TO AN UNIDENTIFIABLE HUE, MY EYES BULGE THEMSELVES OUT OF MY SKULL AND I START SPEWING BLOOD FROM MY MOUTH AND EARS.

Why?

he decided randomly the other night that he wanted another tattoo. With what money ( Read more... )

To clear up apparent confusion with the last update, no..i'm not engaged. I won't be engaged any time soon, no worries. But i am still very, very much in love with the most amazing and impossible guy in the world.

'Cause any guy that could hold his temper and still kiss my cheek after i screamed at the top of my lungs and told him to go to hell ( Read more... )

i. love. him. like. crazzzzzzy ( Read more... )

going to Florida on Thursday to take care of my grandma again. Getting old's gotta suck..

live with Will. It's pretty cool. I loves him <3. Cant WAIT till we get an apartment!

need another job.

i'm going to be a size 5 again.

my car died.

Perhaps i've got this driving thing all wrong..when you're driving down the street, do you stop for people coming out of their driveways? Do you expect people to stop for YOU when you're pulling out of your driveway into the road? Do you look for oncoming traffic BEFORE you get into your car, but not after you're ready to or already started backing ( Read more... )

i'm in love?

strongly, madly, deeply.