Miss Ciera got grounded, so I couldn't go out to breakfast or the beach with her. She got in trouble while out with Paul---late for curfew and other crap. ....it made me mad at Paul not Ciera because she was out with HIM. *sighs* whatever, I'll get over it. Anywho...went to the movies with Heather yesterday. Saw Mean Girls. It was great-I liked it ( Read more... )

Missy isn't friends with me and Ciera anymore. amybe not even Britney too. She doesn't want fake friends anymore....I dunno- either way I guess. With Ciera- I need to just not make the water boil. Period. Unless she's outta line. James doesn't have a screen name. He hates computers. He hates school...he hates spanish. lol That's three for now. I ( Read more... )

ya know what...I'm always walking around telling girls who put themselves down that they shouldn't; and that they are perfect the way they are; and that if that guy they like doesn't like them for them-then he just simply isn't for them. But then I see myself-just like the other girls--thinking some of the things they think--and my advice seems to ( Read more... )

I was walking to the locker room and passed alex w. and a few of his buddies and I made eye contact with alex as I passed, and one whistled and I didn't bother to look back. I was walking back when I was done, and one goes- oh there's the girl you whistled at. And the other guy whistles again. Don't know if they were being stupid or serious. I ( Read more... )

geez....I go out on a limb and send the kid 2 crush bottles--but he only got one--*they cheated me a dollar* but some peeps told him it was me---even Dominic-after I told the asshole not to say ne thing--and he wonders why I get mad at him. James kind of talked to me in third---but in 5th--nothing--and as I walked past him to go to the bus--not ( Read more... )

I had just gotten done with my run-and these two kids were walking o nthe otherside of the busy street. One was saying hi, and asked me what my name was. then told me his, and said he was seriosu- and said he thinks im cute. i said thanks- and went on my way- i am not at all interested- i want james-only james-ha-surprising-since i always like a ( Read more... )

We send out crush drinks to our crushes and I sent Sir James two. Yay! lol but I put anonymous instead of my name...I didn't want him to know yet because we haven't been talking for that long..and I wanna get to know him better-and I want hi mto get to know me better---so I will tell him they are from me later. I sent them to him because they were ( Read more... )

Yeah.....spring break I was fine..I felt like I gained confidence-I felt better-and new--smarter-but I went back to school and felt the exact opposite. From the moment I get there til the moment I leave-all I want to do is go home and sleep. I feel that I don't matter and I am wasting my time on whatever I do. Like James for example. I went back ( Read more... )

No! Don't do that! Do not wrap your life, thoughts, or the way you think around a guy that isn't even yours! Or even if he was-still don't! Doesn't matter-just don't have the guy be the sun and without the light you fade out and......

Also...don't automatically expect things...

That was a good sigh, not a bad sigh. Joseph is so funny, and so sweet. lol I think I do like him...it's just that he doesn't go to my school...he goes to a school about a half an hour away...and that's pretty much I think what's stopping me right now. But, I am not sure. We have known eachother for about 4 days now. lol Our conversations are sooo ( Read more... )