-Finished decorating the house for the party next week. I just need to buy some Baileys and stuff ( Read more... )

-Hormones suck. Also knowing you can get laid but decide not to sucks even more ( Read more... )

I like ( Read more... )

My morning classes start in like 7 hours. So not looking forward to having math class at 8:10 in the morning. Ew. In fact, I'm not looking forward to having ANY math classes at ANY time ( Read more... )

So I've decided that everytime he pisses me off, I'm going to cut my hair at least 1 inch. He totally fucking pissed me off today. But instead of yelling or anything like that, I just smiled and he was like, "Why are you smiling?" so I just told him because I'm going to cut my hair some more. He asked me why, I told him it was because he pissed me ( Read more... )

My house has officially turned into creepy zone. Actually, my whole fucking brain has seemed to turn that way. Ever since Wednesday morning, things have just been really fucking weird. First, the whole whistling thing in my closet, even though there was no one there, and I didn't whistle. Then, the fact that I kept seeing a man looking at me when I ( Read more... )

Andrew, if you're reading this, you better give me a friggin' call ( Read more... )

Jose pissed me the fuck off today.
But I love him anyway.
My snug hurts really bad.
I need alcohol.
For some odd reason, I want to cut.
But he might come here for Halloween.
I feel like everything is happening all at once.
And I don't know if I can handle that all over again.

I left him a voicemail, just telling him that I was worried, and if he was too busy to really talk, to just send me a friggin' text message, letting me know that he's okay and alive or anything. I'm just starting to get really worried about him. I don't know what to think. I wonder if he knows anything about how I feel and he's avoiding it. I'm so ( Read more... )

So everything is okay-ish. By that I mean that I'm not as sick as I was at the beginning of the week, I finally got my paycheck, had some interesting dreams, and I still feel like cutting. Figures ( Read more... )