I wrote him a letter but I'm not sure I'll send it. I wrote him saying how much of a hard time I'm having trusting him and believing what he says. I feel like we're back at square one -- when we first began to talk and I didn't trust him ( Read more... )

I don't know how I feel ( Read more... )

I thought he had changed. He promised he wouldn't do this shit anymore. Maybe I was wrong and all the friends I had who dissed him were right. I remember my friend Deirdre would constantly say he was an asshole, and I'd get into fights with her because I knew he wasn't. I give up. I can't do this shit with him anymore. He always does shit like this ( Read more... )

My parents had another fight yesterday. Blah blah blah. I felt like cutting. I didn't and I cried instead. Blah blah blah. Then I had some cheese puffs and felt better. Then I cried some more later on that night. After that I said fuck it and tried to sleep before I did something stupid, like cutting and then feeling bad about it in the morning. ( Read more... )

Jose (best friend) and I were talking last night and I was being mushy because I'm weird like that. Anyway, he told me that I'm always mushy which I found really weird because I didn't think I was. Rather I didn't think I was always mushy. We got into talking about it because well... I didn't used to be and it's still weird for me to be mushy with ( Read more... )

I'm sooooooooo over Greg. I know I've said that before but I really am this time. We're too opposite and he's not my type. I should have followed my gut but instead I followed his. Like there's something off about this kid. I know there is. I knew there was I just ignored it because I liked him. But I don't anymore. I was thinking about it a lot ( Read more... )

I'm really confused about Greg. Who knew boys could be so damn complicated? At least this one is. And I don't know what I like so much about him because we're so opposite. But I really like him. We talked for a while on Valentine's day about stuff... and he said he really likes me and has been thinking about me a lot which I know he's being honest ( Read more... )

Whats your biggest regret: I don't have any... weird, isn't it ( Read more... )

1. How tall are you barefoot?: 5'2 ( Read more... )

I've felt so numb lately. I don't know if it's because I'm too sick to really feel much besides headaches, backpains and toothaches but it feels weird. My empathy hasn't fully come back either which is even MORE weird because it's a HUGE part of me. I could kind of feel Ash's emotions this morning for a bit but then it went away. I never thought I' ( Read more... )