It's been over a year since I posted an entry, I believe. I was bored at work the other day and read all of the entries from august every year since I've been writing in here. It's insane to see how much has changed in those 7 years ( Read more... )

after today, theres only 4 more days until i have my weekend off...where i can sleep in, where i can sit around and do nothing, where i can spend time with my friends without having to go to work the next day. ohhhhhh man i cant wait ( Read more... )

BEST CONCERT IVE EVER BEEN TO. BOTTOM LINE ( Read more... )

thanks to miss heather seybold, i am OBSESSED with imogen heap. if you arent familiar with her...you need to be. dammit, its good stuff.

Your walk is:
Possibly Influenced by Narcotics


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i hate you. i think you happen to be the most depressing, selfish, and unloving bastard ive ever met. you dont deserve friendship. you dont deserve love on any level. you dont even deserve kindness. i dont know why people put up with your shit. you have fucked up your life. you have screwed up the lives of those closest to you. you have ( Read more... )

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something about last night....and the way you made me feel....it was so comfortable.

i couldnt get to sleep last night....i tried....i knew i had to be up early, but i couldnt settle down.

you held my hand. with my five fingers intertwined with yours, i could feel your pulse through my entire body...

and i slept.

ive been thinking that i should start up writing again.

every once in a while I'll try.

i dont think ive ever had so many paradoxical thoughts....

and those thoughts make writing interesting.

and what better way to document my experiences than through writing.

....

we'll see.

my eyes burn from crying

out-of-the-blue statements break hearts...

but when they are meant to mend

the heart only cracks.

the shattering will happen soon, i suppose.